“Enough is enough.” I didn’t want to use the surface spray. It says it can be an allergen and if you get it on your face, your face will go numb. Great.
Plus, I come from a family of practically hippies. I’m not into chemicals! It all started with grabbing my piano book this morning and grabbing the furry legs and body of the spider on the back of my book as well! I nearly died jumping back and screaming! He DID die lol. Then there was the one by the fridge, and after killing spider number three in 24 hrs., I did it. I sprayed all the edges around the floor in my bedroom (the site of the last death). And then it seemed instantaneously, my nose clogged up. I sneezed. I haven’t noticed any numbness yet, thankfully, but as I lay in bed at 11:00 with my shirt over my face, I realized there was no way I could sleep in my bed, fan or no fan.
So not only are the spiders staying out of my bedroom tonight, so am I.
We have resorted to my living room that is thankfully flume-free. But knowing that 2 out of 3 spiders prefer the living room anyway, somehow I feel like they won the battle today…
In the same vein, I have decided that spiders have nerves of steel.
Why is that we, who are like a 1,000 times bigger than the spider on the floor, are the ones running for cover? We dub them “monsters” and tell people they were “HUGE”!!! (These ones are the size of my palm with disturbingly fat brown bodies.)
The other day, said hairy monster blocked my path to the kitchen (the land of killer bug spray). In desperation, as there was no way I was going to attempt crossing no man’s land, I tried smacking the floor, gesturing in his general direction, making a ruckus, which, if I was the size of the spider and giant was doing around all that around me, I would certainly panic. But not this spider, he doesn’t move a muscle. I decide to try the shoe throwing method, so I get one from the closet (which I’m now checking for spiders here too of course), and first get just one, then two shoes (what if I threw it and he scurried towards me? I wouldn’t have a weapon!) So armed with TWO shoes, I throw one, which misses naturally, but was pretty close, amazingly. He didn’t even bat an eye! (or “eyes” as the case may be :). It was like he looked at me and said, “Really? Is that the best you can do?” I was being mocked by a spider! I threw another shoe which was even farther off with no result, then he starts coming in my direction, like he’s decided he’s had about enough of this disturbance and he’s going to take care of this problem. He turns slightly to the left, the direction of my bed. Great. He’s closer, and he might go behind my bed or in it!…I think I might lose my lunch after all. However, after he did his bed maneuver, he left the doorway free and clear. I bolted for the kitchen, and sprayed him for all I was worth. (Truth be told, I feel terrible using bug spray. I can’t help but pity them.) I then put him out of his misery with one of the shoes I retrieved. The kicker is, even though I “won,” I still feel emotionally beaten :).
Fear of spiders, at least non-poisonous ones, is completely illogical, and yet I will feel the same gut-wrenching dread the next time I see one. I have a lizard that lives under my stove, or bathroom closet…about a foot long. It doesn’t really worry me, but a 4-5 in. spider, and I have a mission to accomplish if I want to sleep at night. (Reason #561 to get married. I don’t have to kill all the horrid spiders).
There is much to be learned from this icky thing. One, he was fearless despite the fact he was alone and being attacked by something much bigger than himself. He could take a threat to his own person and see it for what it was, only a threat, and continue on with his goal, whatever it is. (They must have some goals, right? 🙂 Rather than run from a problem, he ran at it! Despite his small stature, he struck fear in the heart of the enemy, even at his death!
I wish I could say I was more like that in life, taking the problems of life head-on, conquering even in seeming defeat. Proverbs mentions the industrious ant, but I think there is a valid point to be made for the courageous spider.